In Search Of God

The roads are always rush
memories are colourful 
but still the emptiness grabs...

Mapple leaves are still inthe  splendid of brightness
the blue waters are still in the current
but i found myself lost...

memories, journeys, people, events
the past smiled at me with withered petals
her fainted image shocked my soul...

Earth is still rotating
I am in the flux 
yes..... this is the real search of God
where I lost myself in Him, who conquered my soul