Is Jesus real to You?..

Once I said, I know who He is..
I was proud to think that I know Him more..
I took all privileges of that knowledge
It made an egoistic in me..

When the days passed away, 
when the colours came to fade
when the petals fall down from my dreams
I realise that I dont Know Who He is...

Because, I didn't wait for His message..
I didn't have the hope about mighty hands of Him
and I was like shriveled  plant under sunbeam
over the problems and miseries  of my life..

I cried.. I shout for help from humans
from my comfort zones..from my circles..
But I didn't get any answer
I felt a touch, which tenderly hold my hands
which strengthen my soul
Then I saw the face of Jesus ..